Finally finally... posted a comic on www.rumsfeld3d.com something me and a friend of mine have been working on for at least 5 years... make with the clicky button thing...

The following are simply some random thoughts that have been rattling about my head of late and that I'd like to let out—a little house cleaning, if you will. Let me begin by citing a range of examples from the public sphere. For starters, if it turns out that there's no way to prevent Mr. Damion from destroying our moral fiber then I guess it'll be time to throw my cards on the table and call it quits. I'll just have to give up trying to break the spell of great expectations that now binds predaceous marauders to Damion and accept the fact that he wants us to believe that character development is not a matter of "strength through adversity" but rather, "entitlement through victimization". How stupid does he think we are? The only clear answer to emerge from the conflicting, contradictory stances that he and his expositors take is that it's time for an armed uprising against him.

You don't have to say anything specifically about Damion for him to start attacking you. All you have to do is dare to imply that we should give our propaganda fighters an instrument that is very much needed at this time. If he can give us all a succinct and infallible argument proving that we have no reason to be fearful about the criminally violent trends in our society today and over the past ten to fifteen years, I will personally deliver his Nobel Prize for Misinformed Rhetoric. In the meantime, Damion talks out of both sides of his mouth. More than that, Damion's claim that he values our perspectives is not only an attack on the concept of objectivity but an assault on the human mind. Damion's refrains mean delays in getting things processed, errors in handling requests, inefficiency, and many more years of error from keeping an old system alive. If you doubt this, just ask around. Damion's insanity has reached record levels. Why? That's easy. I sometimes ask myself whether the struggle to express my views is worth all of the potential consequences. And I consistently answer by saying that Damion once had the audacity to tell me that he knows the "right" way to read Plato, Maimonides, and Machiavelli. My riposte was that he decries or dismisses capitalism, technology, industrialization, and systems of government borne of Enlightenment ideas about the dignity and freedom of human beings. These are the things that Damion fears because they are wedded to individual initiative and responsibility.

You won't find many of Damion's loyalists who will openly admit that they favor Damion's schemes to carve out space in the mainstream for nasty politics. In fact, their codices are characterized by a plethora of rhetoric to the contrary. If you listen closely, though, you'll hear how carefully they cover up the fact that Damion should start developing the parts of his brain that have been impaired by jingoism. At least then he'll stop trying to convert our children to cultural zombies in a mass of unthinking and easily herded proletarian cattle. By his standards, if you have morals, believe that character counts, and actually raise your own children—let alone teach them to be morally fit—you're definitely a mutinous blatherskite. My standards—and I suspect yours as well—are quite different from Damion's. For instance, I suspect that it is pointless to fret about the damage already caused by his uncompromising, incoherent campaigns of malice and malignity. The past cannot be changed. We must cope with the present if we hope to affect our future and grant people the freedom to pursue any endeavor they deem fitting to their skills, talent, and interest.

I didn't want to talk about this. I really didn't. But Damion sees the world as somewhat anarchic, a game of catch-as-catch-can in which the sneakiest bourgeoisie nab the biggest prizes. Damion, do you feel no shame for what you've done? But don't despair. Rather, take comfort in the knowledge that his few positive contributions will continue to be overshadowed by his broader message of hate. That's probably obvious to a blind man on a galloping horse. Nevertheless, I suspect that few people reading this letter are aware that I am not fooled by Damion's pestiferous and eristic rhetoric. I therefore gladly accept the responsibility of notifying others that Damion presents one face to the public, a face that tells people what they want to hear. Then, in private, he devises new schemes to form the association in the public's mind between any obloquies he disagrees with and the ideas of hate and violence and illegality.

Although I generally try to be tolerant of unabashed laziness, defiant incompetence, willful ignorance, and combative arrogance, Damion plans to make us less united, less moral, less sensitive, less engaged, and more perversely bloody-minded. He has instructed his serfs not to discuss this or even admit to his plan's existence. Obviously, Damion knows he has something to hide. Isn't it odd that naive yokels, whose neurotic lifestyle will interfere with a person's work performance, bodily security, physical movement, and privacy rights in the coming days, are immune from censure? Why is that? The answer is a bit of a taboo subject but that won't stop me from telling you. You see, the irony is that Damion's most stinking remonstrations are also his most execrable. As the French say, "Les extremes se touchent."

I heard through the grapevine that to forestall Damion's mentally deficient, vindictive ideas, it would be immensely helpful to have more people understand that I am sure that you, poor harried reader, have suffered from Damion's drossy allegations and rightly concluded that no one of any intelligence believes that "metanarratives" are the root of tyranny, lawlessness, overpopulation, racial hatred, world hunger, disease, and rank stupidity. Whether or not this rumor is true, Damion's demands should be labeled like a pack of cigarettes. I'm thinking of something along the lines of, "Warning: It has been determined that Damion's programs of Gleichschaltung are intended to keep a close eye on those who look like they might think an unapproved thought." Experience should probably indicate that it is immature and stupid of Damion to take the focus off the real issues. It would be mature and intelligent, however, to take the mechanisms, language, ideology, and phraseology for determining what is right and what is wrong out of the hands of him and his subalterns and put them back in the hands of ordinary people, and that's why I say that our path is set. By this, I mean that in order to review the basic issues at the root of the debate, we must defend with dedication and ferocity the very rights that he so desperately wants to abolish. I consider that requirement a small price to pay because there is an unpleasant fact, painful to the tender-minded, that one can deduce from the laws of nature. This fact is also conclusively established by direct observation. It is a fact so obvious that rational people have always known it and no one doubted it until Damion and his hangers-on started trying to deny it. The fact to which I am referring states that Damion loves the truth only as long as it doesn't conflict with his announcements. For that reason, the last time I heard him ramble on in his characteristically bibulous blather he said something about wanting to fleece us. I feel sorry for the human race when I hear stuff like that.

Damion has been known to say that the laws of nature don't apply to him. Let me interpret that for you. Damion is really saying that he intends to send the wrong message to children sooner or later. He obviously can't come out and say it that way because too many people would realize that he wants to replace discourse and open dialogue with paltry slurs and blatant ugliness. Personally, I don't want that. Personally, I prefer freedom. If you also prefer freedom then you should be working with me to give our young people the values that will inspire them to build a world overflowing with compassion and tolerance. Listen closely and in the distance you can hear the ring of Liberty's bell calling gallant sons and noble daughters to search for solutions that are more creative and constructive than the typically deplorable ones championed by the most misguided crumbums I've ever seen.

Damion says that he has the trappings of deity. That's a stupid thing to say. It's like saying that we can stop interdenominationalism merely by permitting government officials entrée into private homes to search for muzzy-headed simpletons. Because I unfortunately lack the psychic powers that enable Damion to "know" matters for which there is no reliable evidence, I cannot forecast when he will next try to maintain social control by eliminating rights and freedoms. But I can unequivocally say that our battle with Damion is a battle between spiritualism and negativism, between tradition and subversion, between the defenders of Western civilization and its enemies. With the battle lines drawn as such, it is abundantly clear that it's time to get beyond lies, dissembling, and propaganda deliberately spread by Damion and act according to the plain truth. To cap that off, Damion justifies his dim-witted tractates with fallacious logical arguments based on argumentum ad baculum. In case you're unfamiliar with the term, it means that if we don't accept Damion's claim that the Queen of England heads up the international drug cartel then he will censor by caricature and preempt discussion by stereotype.

As part of his efforts to gain a mainstream following, Damion publishes the Journal of Nefarious Chekism. Included alongside articles discussing history, culture, art, religion, and philosophy are endorsements of Damion's plans to waste taxpayers' money. He offers two principal reasons as to why his vices are the only true virtues. He argues that (1) the sun rises just for him, and (2) the Earth is flat. These arguments are invalid for the following reasons: First, his thesis is that the health effects of secondhand smoke are negligible. That's thoroughly footling, you say? Good; that means you're finally catching on. The next step is to observe that if I seem a bit lewd, it's only because I'm trying to communicate with Damion on his own level.

Damion uses racialism to cheat on taxes. That's the large elephant in the room that nobody ever talks about. Nevertheless, I aver that people really ought to start talking about it because then they'd realize that the next time Damion decides to assuage the hungers of his confidants with servings of fresh scapegoats, he should think to himself, cui bono?—who benefits? Someone once said to me, "Damion lacks the dim flicker of sentience one needs to qualify as an imbecile." This phrase struck me so forcefully that I have often used it since. Let me end by saying that I know that what I have written in this letter will send many readers (especially any who are big fans of Mr. Damion) into a tizzy or a tantrum. I am sorry, but I remind them that Damion's histrionics defy common sense and abandon logical principles for the singular purpose of promoting the misguided notion that Damion is beyond reproach.

Sandy - 3 packs of coins random'd off
RDM - Lysithea
WHM - Solstyce
WAR -
DRG -

Beauc 17 AF - 10 packs of coins random'd off
BLU - Lost
BLU - Lost
WHM - Grendle
WHM - Bulleta
WHM - Valomai
DRK - Freelot
DRK - Freelot
WAR - Freelot
BLM - Viaticalvivi
BLM - Mynhoze
THF - Xaldin
BRD - Viaticalvivi
DNC - Mynhoze
DNC - Bulleta
MNK - Xoimang
DRG - Brady
NIN - Tewl

AF
BLM - Kattarina
PUP - Kattarina
SCH - Valomai
DNC - Mynyhoze
RDM - Lysithea
WAR - Metroid
THF - Tewl
SMN - Grendle

Randomed off
10 Shells/6 O. Pieces - Grendle
25 Bynes - Aerisflankheart

Kept to pay for glass
56 - O. Pieces/T Shells

for the past two weeks i've taken so much crap from all over the place its unbelievable. playing a game for fun, fighting with people, that i consider friends on game for shit that other friends do, like its my fault. today after i get a tell that the trio had left dynamis... i was done couldn't take it anymore. getting shit on for a joke that other people pull, getting shit on for somebody else diaging mobs, for somebody diaing a smn, over homam head, over people backing out of things that they said that they were going to do, friends leaving things because they don't get along with other friends, and doing the same things on the same day, I'm pretty fuckin done. going up to sky and for 40 minutes... yes 40 minutes people trying to figure out how to get to and if we are going to water. So after sticking up for people, and those people giving me or indirectly doing shit back to me. Is fuckin awesome. If you want to bitch about the xp you lose, collectively I lose 44k xp each week, i don't merit, i don't campaign, i don't have time nor the patience to. I get my xp from farming stupid shit, and trying to relearn how to solo, occassionally asking a friend to come help so I can remember how to solo. So, y'all can cry me a river. I don't care too much if you like me or not anymore. Oh and getting called untrustworthy that was awesome as hell. So thanks for all your comments. I just don't care anymore about in game friends, 'cause y'all fuck each other at one point. And nobody likes each other. So i'm gonna just do what i do. and continue dying.

3 Friends, got RDM, NIN, MNK, RNG from Dynamis-Xarc and bounced. Stating that they are tired of Dynamis... mind you they are now in a different shell. People are ossum.

Friends, countrymen, people who hate Princess Butt Butt, lend me your ears; I come to bury Princess Butt, not to praise her. Without going into all the gory details, let's just say that you'd think that someone would have done something by now to thwart Princess Butt's plans to conduct business in a snarky, rebarbative way. Unfortunately, most people are quite happy to "go along to get along" and are rather reluctant to give you some background information about her. It is imperative that we inform such people that Princess Butt's holier-than-thou attitudes are based on hate. Hate, heathenism, and an intolerance of another viewpoint, another way of life. It's not just the lunatic fringe that's in her corner; a number of previously respectable people have recently begun backing Princess Butt. She can't fool me. I've met drugged-out moochers before, so I know that somebody has to contribute to the intellectual and spiritual health of the body politic. That somebody can be you. In any case, brainless sciolists do nothing but eat, smell bad, and reproduce while contributing little or nothing productive to society in return for their upkeep. From this anecdotal evidence I would argue that the question that's on everyone's mind these days is, "When she promotes one social program after the next to take care of some segment of society, is she doing it for that segment of society or is she doing it because she seeks power and position?" The most appealing theory has to do with the way that some day, in the far, far future, she will realize that I will never identify with what I call empty-headed, effete rumormongers. This realization will sink in slowly but surely and will be accompanied by a comprehension of how Princess Butt's ideological colors may have changed over the years. Nevertheless, her core principle has remained the same: to win support by encapsulating frustrations and directing them toward unpopular scapegoats. If you don't believe me then note that I've known some gadflies who were impressively besotted. However, Princess Butt is scurrilous and that trumps besotted every time.

Each rung on the ladder of factionalism is a crisis of some kind. Each crisis supplies an excuse for Princess Butt to destroy the sovereignty of all nations and every feeling or expression of patriotism. That is the standard process by which xenophobic shirkers exploit the public's short attention span in order to use paid informants and provocateurs to hijack the word "unconstitutionality" and use it to create massive civil unrest. She accuses me of being hate-filled, yet it is she who is filled with hate. And she accuses me of being bigoted, while her demands show nothing but bigotry. Why does Princess Butt make those sorts of accusations, then? There aren't enough hours in the day to fully answer that question but consider this: Princess Butt is leading us down the road of fetishism. An obvious parallel from a different context is that if the past is any indication of the future, she will once again attempt to displace meaningful discussion of an issue's merit or demerit with hunch and emotion.

If Princess Butt can't cite the basis for her claim that ethical responsibility is merely a trammel of earthbound mortals and should not be required of a demigoddess like her then she should just shut up about it. Okay, that was a facetious statement. This one is not: She is currently limited to shrieking and spitting when she's confronted with inconvenient facts. By the end of the decade, however, Princess Butt is likely to switch to some sort of "place our children at imminent risk of serious harm" approach to draw our attention away from such facts.

At first blush, it appears that Princess Butt uses all sorts of psychological jujitsu to brainwash people into believing that she is omnipotent. However, if we briefly prescind from the main point of this letter we can focus on how Princess Butt believes that her arguments are Right with a capital R. The real damage that this belief causes actually has nothing to do with the belief itself, but with psychology, human nature, and the skillful psychological manipulation of that nature by Princess Butt and her unforgiving representatives. Her goal is to encourage women to leave their husbands, kill their children, practice witchcraft, destroy capitalism, and become impudent backstabbers. How spineless is that? How slaphappy? How tendentious?

Yes, you heard me right; Princess Butt may replace our natural soul with an artificial one right after she reads this letter. Let her. Before long, I will recall the ideals of compassion, nonviolence, community, and cooperation.

Princess Butt's statements are based on a technique I'm sure you've heard of. It's called "lying". Princess Butt and her underlings are social pariahs and should be ostracized. Sadly, lack of space prevents me from elaborating further.

I am honestly not up on the latest gossip. Still, I have heard people say that the poisonous wine of animalism had been distilled long before Princess Butt entered the scene. Princess Butt is merely the agent decanting the poisonous fluid from its bottle into the jug that is world humanity. In spite of all she has done, I must admit I really like the girl. No, just kidding.

I am shocked and angered by Princess Butt's heartless improprieties. Such shameful conduct should never be repeated. Although the destructiveness of Princess Butt's metanarratives has been chronicled elsewhere in great and tedious detail it fits too neatly into my thesis to overlook. Hence, I shall chronicle it here as well but only as a quick comment that Princess Butt's coalition appears to be growing in number. I pray that this is analogous to the flare-up of a candle just before extinction yet I keep reminding myself that at this point in the letter I had planned to tell you that money is not the solution to our Princess Butt problem. However, one of my colleagues pointed out that her serfs are united through autism, neopaganism, and faddism. Hence, I discarded the discourse I had previously prepared and substituted the following discussion in which I argue that Princess Butt truly believes that obscurity, evasiveness, incomprehensibility, indirectness, and ambiguity are marks of depth and brilliance. I hope you realize that that's just a ridiculous pipe dream from an uppity pipe and that in the real world, we can never return to the past. And if we are ever to move forward to the future, we have to make an impartial and well-informed evaluation of the advantages and disadvantages of Princess Butt's nostrums.

Princess Butt likes to brag about how the members of her flock are ideologically diverse. Perhaps that means that some of them prefer Stalin over Hitler. In any case, Princess Butt extricates herself from difficulty by intrigue, by chicanery, by dissimulation, by trimming, by an untruth, by an injustice. She accuses me of being a liar. The only proven liar around here, however, is Princess Butt. Only a die-hard liar like Princess Butt could claim that she is cunctipotent. The truth, in case you haven't already figured it out, is that if I have a bias, it is only against peremptory, goofy mental defectives who use "pressure tactics"—that's a euphemism for "torture"—to coerce ordinary people into stirring up trouble.

Princess Butt has already been able to help licentious storytellers back up their prejudices with "scientific" proof. What worries me more than that, however, is that if Princess Butt ever manages to create division in the name of diversity, that's when the defecation will really hit the air conditioning. A small child really couldn't understand that there is reason to fear that incontinent, biased peculators will demonize my family and friends one day. But any adult can easily grasp that I can reword my point as follows. Princess Butt's madness is the direct consequence of self-hatred, false assumptions about society, and stupidity. In Princess Butt's line of business, you don't need to know what you're talking about. Surprisingly, the courts and our elected officials are way ahead of Princess Butt in embracing this simple fact. Now that you've reached the end of this letter, let me leave you with the key take-away message: Princess Butt Butt should have been removed from the gene pool before she had a chance to contaminate it.

stupid...

:X yay won gonna get me some homam pants, eff hauteclaire or 1 mil :X or other stuff

yay portfolio up at rumsfeld3d.com >.> let me know how i'm doin

so... i got  www.rumsfeld3d.com up and running sort of... i know the menu buttons are hard to read but still getting there. there's a blog there and going to put up my portfolio... yay i think...

Well... recently i fried my computer. luckily before i did i backed everything onto my seperate hard drive... my dad gave me a new hard drive... and... like an idiot i didn't label them... like a bigger idiot... i formated my 120gig backup... with all of my info. won't be playing ffxi for a while as to i need to get my PC back up and running, i'm concentrating on real life crap that i need to fix. and. www.rumsfeld3d.com will hopefully be up and running soon. which is a site i've been trying to do and get off the ground for the past 3-4 years??? ugh.

so... i was going to start working on the backgrounds for a cartoon I am doing. i go to reach for the pen to my tablet... and its gone. Apparently while cleaning my room, they threw out my fucking pen... I must get a lock for my fucking door. So, now I shall go spend 3-500 bucks on a new tablet, 'cause spending $60+shipping on a new pen, when i could get a bigger tablet seems stupid to me. "Maybe we should get that for you birthday" She says, I ask her if she wanted to spend 300 bucks for my birthday and laughed in my face. This week just keeps getting worse. I can't wait to get the fuck out of long island.

to get a sneak peek at my cartoon, some of the drawings are @ www.myspace.com/rumsfeld3d

oh and i'm working on my birthday :D

So today i have done the hard and cancelled my content IDs and deleted FFXI off of my pc, i wasn't able to draw something simple last night, it got me too frustrated because drawing is what I love to do and have been doing since i could pick up a pencil, my grandpa showed me a drawing that i did when i was 10 and couldn't believe that I had done it, I didn't remember doing it.   Drawing is a part of my life and will be my life i can no longer take on the crap that ff is making my life gonna post a "Ruke" like update with many screenshots later.

peace - Lys

Ongoing list.

XP in Kazham take a shot everytime 2 leaf mandy bud drops you drink everytime you get one
everytime time you link a goblin
everytime somebody dies to serkets poison
xping with a nin36-37 everytime your NIN disbands 'cause its a sub job
30-50 when WAR says I'm not a tank
10-20 everytime somebody says @XXX and 2 shots when they get to @xx and say they have to go
everytime somebody dies to Guivre
everytime somebody says lets xp in the area's Tree, aery, rancor, bibiki bay LoO and you don't know where they are
in a pt with a nin drink everytime they get hit
in toau everytime you hit above chain 5 1 shot for every chain there after
walking through the dunes and get asked to raise/pl
drink everytime lokillo say he can solo something on DRG
drink twice everytime he dies from said thing he can solo
drink everytime niko speaks at HNM
oldie: anytime helio offended somebody drink
old CN: Drink everytime there was a train at entrance, drink twice if you died, drink 3x for every 2 crawlers at the entrance
3 shots for every D. feet you get off of Aspi
everytime FIS bots Faf
everytime Apo bots Faf
everytime Faf Wings
Everytime I pass out in a pt
everytime i'm bored and just afk in a pt
everytime you see a shade of blue green or yellow LS drink

Lets see:

imishin disbanded meh too much trouble anyway

overNUKEII got to Dynamis Lord ^^ cleared eye wall with little problems, had enough time to actually kill him but not the right jobs
also did our first Attestation run which went pretty successful.

currently xping MNK/BLM >.> yea MNK/BLM i had forgotten to change subs and still outparsed the pt :X

Probably going to do a more detailed update later ^^